I must go for a few days, be back asap.
M.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Saturday, November 22, 2008
This would please me, you will need a small sharp pair of scissors, your bra and panties and be in a place where you are alone...I may direct you in a certain manner to cum. Or while standing in the corner singing I'm a little tea pot short and small, here is my handle here is my spout. Another is to make you orgasm a minimum of three times per day for a couple of weeks ... then ...
if I tell the rest, you will be left in suspense. Sitting on the side of the bed, holding a paper cup for you to dribble in .
A chastity device is something I want to experiment with...yes, it can be done your toy.
M.
if I tell the rest, you will be left in suspense. Sitting on the side of the bed, holding a paper cup for you to dribble in .
A chastity device is something I want to experiment with...yes, it can be done your toy.
M.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Thoughts on milking
Mistress told me to write my thoughts about milking. And I suppose that depends on how you define it.
Traditionally, milking means massaging the prostate so that the male is drained of seminal fluid without him being able to control or stop the drain and without any ejaculatory pleasure. This can be done to frustrate the male by not allowing him pleasure, to help prolong his stamina for use later, to humiliate the male by forcing him to watch his fluid taken from his body against his will, and to help with prostate health when no other release is allowed over long periods of time. For this practice, I think the occasional release of fluid for prostate health is essential. Many folks seem to think at least every couple of weeks is a good routine for this practice. As for the humiliation and submission associated with it, I am certain it would feel submissive and there would be a great deal of erotic humiliation with the routine. I've also read that it can be quite difficult for a male to do this to himself...that a partner is much better at performing this routine.
But sometimes in D/s relationships, milking is a term used for other practices. Sometimes it is used interchangeably with the term ruined orgasm. I don't think the swap of labels is accurate. A ruined orgasm is performed differently...it is actually providing some stimulation right to the brink of orgasm and then depriving the male of any more stimulation thus creating a rather unsatisfying orgasm. There is usually no prostate massage involved. While it may serve the same purposes of taking away ejaculatory control and pleasure from the male and of giving his prostate a workout, it is a different activity. So in this case, I use the term ruined orgasm.
Lastly, I've seen some refer to milking as the practice of the Dominant stroking the male to orgasm as means of forced orgasm. She is taking his cum from him. It may be done in some humiliating manner or not. But the objective is often humiliation and loss of power/control over his own orgasm. However, at least the male is receiving all the ejaculatory pleasure of this orgasm as his fluid is drained. The purpose here may be a regular release for prostate health, humiliation, demonstrating control, exhibition, or simply for the joy of taking his orgasm without giving him any control.
And how do I feel about all of these? All seem very humiliating. All seem to have an erotic appeal. All seem very submissive. I agree that the prostate needs some release and work to remain healthy and all seem to provide that.
I've experienced some ruined orgasms and forced milking...and both were frustrating, humiliating and very erotic. I've never experienced a prostate milking.
Traditionally, milking means massaging the prostate so that the male is drained of seminal fluid without him being able to control or stop the drain and without any ejaculatory pleasure. This can be done to frustrate the male by not allowing him pleasure, to help prolong his stamina for use later, to humiliate the male by forcing him to watch his fluid taken from his body against his will, and to help with prostate health when no other release is allowed over long periods of time. For this practice, I think the occasional release of fluid for prostate health is essential. Many folks seem to think at least every couple of weeks is a good routine for this practice. As for the humiliation and submission associated with it, I am certain it would feel submissive and there would be a great deal of erotic humiliation with the routine. I've also read that it can be quite difficult for a male to do this to himself...that a partner is much better at performing this routine.
But sometimes in D/s relationships, milking is a term used for other practices. Sometimes it is used interchangeably with the term ruined orgasm. I don't think the swap of labels is accurate. A ruined orgasm is performed differently...it is actually providing some stimulation right to the brink of orgasm and then depriving the male of any more stimulation thus creating a rather unsatisfying orgasm. There is usually no prostate massage involved. While it may serve the same purposes of taking away ejaculatory control and pleasure from the male and of giving his prostate a workout, it is a different activity. So in this case, I use the term ruined orgasm.
Lastly, I've seen some refer to milking as the practice of the Dominant stroking the male to orgasm as means of forced orgasm. She is taking his cum from him. It may be done in some humiliating manner or not. But the objective is often humiliation and loss of power/control over his own orgasm. However, at least the male is receiving all the ejaculatory pleasure of this orgasm as his fluid is drained. The purpose here may be a regular release for prostate health, humiliation, demonstrating control, exhibition, or simply for the joy of taking his orgasm without giving him any control.
And how do I feel about all of these? All seem very humiliating. All seem to have an erotic appeal. All seem very submissive. I agree that the prostate needs some release and work to remain healthy and all seem to provide that.
I've experienced some ruined orgasms and forced milking...and both were frustrating, humiliating and very erotic. I've never experienced a prostate milking.
Denial for Months
your toy was denied 53 days before release the first time, and 89 the second. What do I want ?
Time will tell...
90 days today
Time will tell...
90 days today
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
To Milk Or Not To Milk...That Is The Question
First of all, let me inform you all the your toy has went months being denied ...
Today while reading blogs, I came across this article. Opinions ?
Orgasm Denial
It is not uncommon for subs and their Dommes to report that the submissive loses the compelling desire to serve and obey after they have been granted the privilege to reaching orgasm. ( your toy does not fit into this category) One obvious solution to this problem is the complete denial of the right to orgasm; however, studies show that for good prostate health, a male should ejaculate at least once every two weeks. No Domme wants her boy to risk his health, so the solution is prostate milking or massage.Massaging the prostate forces seminal fluid and sperm past the valves in the ejaculatory ducts, and empty the prostate (which discharges directly into the urethra). If there is no stimulation given to the penis for a brief time before the prostate massage begins, draining of the ejaculate into the urethra will not trigger orgasm. Once ejaculate appears, it will help to empty the urethra by running a finger firmly up the underside of the penis from the root to the head, pushing the ejaculate in front of it.
Once a sufficient amount of ejaculatory fluid has been drained, insufficient fluid pressure to trigger the ejaculatory reflex will remain, and no amount of penile stimulation will result in orgasm until the fluid glands are recharged. This may take several hours to several days.
How long to go between milking will have to be gauged by experiment. A particularly effective way of increasing an orgasm deprived male's sense of sexual frustration and thus his desire to serve and please Mistress between prostate millings is to you’re your boy masturbate himself once a day every day to just short of orgasm, then install him into a chastity device.
A little pain is good for him every now and then, but I do not want to kill him.
Any thoughts on this?
Wow...if only..........
A very good blog is Erotic Garden. It is...well...erotic!
It recently shared this photo...
That is soooo hot. And something I've not experienced for a very, very, very long time. It surely made me ache!
It recently shared this photo...
That is soooo hot. And something I've not experienced for a very, very, very long time. It surely made me ache!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
An erotic comment
Here is a brief excerpt from Cuckhold Couple that I found erotic...
She holds my penis dainty using only her thumb and forefinger like it’s a fine china cup at high tea and starts to stroke me. “I guess I’ll have to look after you. Your lucky I am even doing this,” and I know that I am. “I know you want to fuck me but it’s not for you.” And I think I came in about 3 minutes with her saying, “See what I mean?”
An Introduction
Greetings. As you already know, I am Her Toy. I am Her submissive. And I love to serve and please Her in our online relationship.
If you want to begin to learn more about me, you can read this post. I wrote this for my Mistress and She has chosen to share it with the world. You can also learn more about what I like by viewing some of the photos and cartoons I've passed along to my Mistress and by reading some of the things I've found on other blogs that excited me.
It is my joy to serve and I do love erotic humiliation, tease and denial, and other such fun things.
And Mistress is more than happy to share me with others. So if you would like to play, please leave a comment here so Mistress can get in touch with you.
Thank you.
If you want to begin to learn more about me, you can read this post. I wrote this for my Mistress and She has chosen to share it with the world.
It is my joy to serve and I do love erotic humiliation, tease and denial, and other such fun things.
And Mistress is more than happy to share me with others. So if you would like to play, please leave a comment here so Mistress can get in touch with you.
Thank you.
Your Toy will introduce himself, for You.
I have been with him online for a couple of years now, seems so short. Your Toy isn't always treated like the sex toy and sissy maid he is...just most of the time.
Mistress
Mistress
Monday, November 17, 2008
stories at random 2
More gatherings from the archive...
CHAPTER SIX
Very shortly Goddess came into the room. I was still swollen and aching from my lunchtime experience and my cock grew even stiffer as She came right in the room and stripped off all Her clothing. She moved right onto the bed and told me to stand up and sit beside Her. She then told me that She had gotten aroused while watching me struggle over lunch…and a Goddess should never be left feeling needy. So She handed me another vibrator and told me that with my new appreciation for these little toys, I should be able to help Her cum using only the vibe.
She lay back on the bed and closed Her eyes. I turned the vibe on low and She immediately spread Her legs so that I could play. But I surprised Her by avoiding Her groin area and very lightly sliding the tip along Her exposed sides…brushing against the outer swell of Her breasts and trailing the vibe up to Her underarm and down along Her side. It was a very light touch…just letting the sensations start to travel through Her body.
I used the vibe on Her sides, lightly over Her tummy, and up between Her breasts. I slid it all around Her breasts, watching as She relaxed and then fall into that steady breathing rhythm that indicated She was settling in to a slow arousal. By then I was bringing the tip closer and closer to Her nipples…watching them swell without ever being touched. But I knew the vibrations were traveling throughout Her body.
When I finally slid the vibe back and forth over Her nipples, Goddess moaned and lifted Her chest a bit for more sensation. I pressed back with the vibe, rolling Her nipples firmly under the tip. As She squirmed, I let the vibe travel down and trail along Her thighs. Her legs were even further apart and it was obvious just how wet She already was.
I traced the outer edges of Her pussy lips, watching them become more engorged and wet. As She started to thrust against the vibe, I also started to tease around Her clit…touching with the vibe and then moving away. Touching. And away. Sending short bursts of sensation through Her clit and then teasing by giving Her no sensation at all.
Finally, I slipped the tip between Her lips and penetrated Her opening. She was so wet that the entire vibe slipped in easily. And the moment it sunk as far as it would go, I turned it on high. The sudden change in intensity brought a cry from Goddess as I stroked in and out with the vibe. And each time I pulled the vibe out, I stroked it up and across Her clit before plunging back deep inside Her cunt.
The vibrating strokes across Her clit and the deep plunges inside Her cunt helped Goddess have a very nice orgasm to relieve Her frustrations. As the waves of orgasm ended, I withdrew the vibe and turned it off.
Goddess opened Her eyes just long enough to point at the vibe and tell me to lick it clean. I did so gladly, enjoying the taste of Her arousal and Her orgasm all over the vibe. After several minutes of licking it, Goddess had also noticed that I was still dribbling lots of precum – just like at lunch. And now there were several large drops on the sheets. She told me to lick those clean, as well. I leaned down to do so…and found many of them were already cooling and becoming more thick and sticky. I really had to lick the sheets hard to clean my mess away.
When all that was done, Goddess told me our activities had left Her tired and She wanted a little nap. But while She was napping, I would still be busy for Her. She told me that during naptime, I was to go and wash Her car on the driveway. She said I would find the supplies in the garage, along with my outfit for the chore.
As She rolled over for Her nap, I slipped from the bed and headed toward the garage for my next task. Thankfully, there was a door leading directly from the laundry room into the garage so I could get there and put on my outfit without having to go outdoors. But once I saw my outfit, I didn’t feel quite so good.
Goddess had chosen a pair of very short gym shorts for me to wear. They were so short and tight that it was almost like wearing hot pants. They were also old and worn pretty thin. And they were white. As soon as they get a bit of water splashed on them, they would be see-through. I put them on and vowed to go slowly and be very careful with the water. The shorts alone were embarrassing enough. I didn’t need to get them wet.
I gathered the rest of the supplies and opened the garage door and headed out onto the driveway. The hose was connected nearby and already in place. I turned on the hose to wet down the car and fill the bucket with water. And then I knew that Goddess had planned very carefully for this moment. Knowing that I would be as careful as possible about getting wet, Goddess had a sprayer on the hose that sprayed everywhere but straight! In less than thirty seconds I was soaked. And looking down, I knew my worst fears had been right. My cock and dark pubic hair were definitely visible through the wet shorts.
I groaned and cursed under my breath as I started to wash the car. I wanted to do a good job, but I also wanted to finish as quickly as possible. The neighborhood was pretty busy with cars driving by, people walking their dogs, neighbors mowing their lawns, and more. Before I even got the car completely rinsed and ready to wash, I knew several people were watching. But I tried to hurry. And Goddess had done all in Her power to make it impossible for me to go quickly. The bucket She had provided had a leak and I had to stop and refill it frequently. The sponge was not a large sponge, but a small sponge like the kind used to wash dishes. So it took a long time to wash any part of the car. It seemed as if the soap had been watered down because the suds disappeared so quickly that I had to keep stopping to add more soap. And the hose continued to spray in every direction.
It was humiliating to have people walk by on the sidewalk and call out “hello”. I had to stop and acknowledge them, but that meant turning to face them and showing off the sheer shorts. And I noticed that the number of people working outdoors – or just sitting outside and chatting – seemed to increase while I worked. And the more embarrassed I became and the colder I was from the water….the more shrinkage I had. My cock kept wrinkling up smaller and smaller. But the shorts were so tight it was still possible to see it. And the only thing worse than being exposed to strangers like that was being exposed and having them laugh at how tiny I was!
Eventually the car was clean and I hurried back into the garage to put things away. Once that was all done, I headed back upstairs. Goddess had told me that I could curl up on my mat near the bed and rest a bit once I was done. She had not told me to undress. So I curled up in the cold, wet shorts and rested a bit…wondering what the rest of the day would be like.
CHAPTER SIX
Very shortly Goddess came into the room. I was still swollen and aching from my lunchtime experience and my cock grew even stiffer as She came right in the room and stripped off all Her clothing. She moved right onto the bed and told me to stand up and sit beside Her. She then told me that She had gotten aroused while watching me struggle over lunch…and a Goddess should never be left feeling needy. So She handed me another vibrator and told me that with my new appreciation for these little toys, I should be able to help Her cum using only the vibe.
She lay back on the bed and closed Her eyes. I turned the vibe on low and She immediately spread Her legs so that I could play. But I surprised Her by avoiding Her groin area and very lightly sliding the tip along Her exposed sides…brushing against the outer swell of Her breasts and trailing the vibe up to Her underarm and down along Her side. It was a very light touch…just letting the sensations start to travel through Her body.
I used the vibe on Her sides, lightly over Her tummy, and up between Her breasts. I slid it all around Her breasts, watching as She relaxed and then fall into that steady breathing rhythm that indicated She was settling in to a slow arousal. By then I was bringing the tip closer and closer to Her nipples…watching them swell without ever being touched. But I knew the vibrations were traveling throughout Her body.
When I finally slid the vibe back and forth over Her nipples, Goddess moaned and lifted Her chest a bit for more sensation. I pressed back with the vibe, rolling Her nipples firmly under the tip. As She squirmed, I let the vibe travel down and trail along Her thighs. Her legs were even further apart and it was obvious just how wet She already was.
I traced the outer edges of Her pussy lips, watching them become more engorged and wet. As She started to thrust against the vibe, I also started to tease around Her clit…touching with the vibe and then moving away. Touching. And away. Sending short bursts of sensation through Her clit and then teasing by giving Her no sensation at all.
Finally, I slipped the tip between Her lips and penetrated Her opening. She was so wet that the entire vibe slipped in easily. And the moment it sunk as far as it would go, I turned it on high. The sudden change in intensity brought a cry from Goddess as I stroked in and out with the vibe. And each time I pulled the vibe out, I stroked it up and across Her clit before plunging back deep inside Her cunt.
The vibrating strokes across Her clit and the deep plunges inside Her cunt helped Goddess have a very nice orgasm to relieve Her frustrations. As the waves of orgasm ended, I withdrew the vibe and turned it off.
Goddess opened Her eyes just long enough to point at the vibe and tell me to lick it clean. I did so gladly, enjoying the taste of Her arousal and Her orgasm all over the vibe. After several minutes of licking it, Goddess had also noticed that I was still dribbling lots of precum – just like at lunch. And now there were several large drops on the sheets. She told me to lick those clean, as well. I leaned down to do so…and found many of them were already cooling and becoming more thick and sticky. I really had to lick the sheets hard to clean my mess away.
When all that was done, Goddess told me our activities had left Her tired and She wanted a little nap. But while She was napping, I would still be busy for Her. She told me that during naptime, I was to go and wash Her car on the driveway. She said I would find the supplies in the garage, along with my outfit for the chore.
As She rolled over for Her nap, I slipped from the bed and headed toward the garage for my next task. Thankfully, there was a door leading directly from the laundry room into the garage so I could get there and put on my outfit without having to go outdoors. But once I saw my outfit, I didn’t feel quite so good.
Goddess had chosen a pair of very short gym shorts for me to wear. They were so short and tight that it was almost like wearing hot pants. They were also old and worn pretty thin. And they were white. As soon as they get a bit of water splashed on them, they would be see-through. I put them on and vowed to go slowly and be very careful with the water. The shorts alone were embarrassing enough. I didn’t need to get them wet.
I gathered the rest of the supplies and opened the garage door and headed out onto the driveway. The hose was connected nearby and already in place. I turned on the hose to wet down the car and fill the bucket with water. And then I knew that Goddess had planned very carefully for this moment. Knowing that I would be as careful as possible about getting wet, Goddess had a sprayer on the hose that sprayed everywhere but straight! In less than thirty seconds I was soaked. And looking down, I knew my worst fears had been right. My cock and dark pubic hair were definitely visible through the wet shorts.
I groaned and cursed under my breath as I started to wash the car. I wanted to do a good job, but I also wanted to finish as quickly as possible. The neighborhood was pretty busy with cars driving by, people walking their dogs, neighbors mowing their lawns, and more. Before I even got the car completely rinsed and ready to wash, I knew several people were watching. But I tried to hurry. And Goddess had done all in Her power to make it impossible for me to go quickly. The bucket She had provided had a leak and I had to stop and refill it frequently. The sponge was not a large sponge, but a small sponge like the kind used to wash dishes. So it took a long time to wash any part of the car. It seemed as if the soap had been watered down because the suds disappeared so quickly that I had to keep stopping to add more soap. And the hose continued to spray in every direction.
It was humiliating to have people walk by on the sidewalk and call out “hello”. I had to stop and acknowledge them, but that meant turning to face them and showing off the sheer shorts. And I noticed that the number of people working outdoors – or just sitting outside and chatting – seemed to increase while I worked. And the more embarrassed I became and the colder I was from the water….the more shrinkage I had. My cock kept wrinkling up smaller and smaller. But the shorts were so tight it was still possible to see it. And the only thing worse than being exposed to strangers like that was being exposed and having them laugh at how tiny I was!
Eventually the car was clean and I hurried back into the garage to put things away. Once that was all done, I headed back upstairs. Goddess had told me that I could curl up on my mat near the bed and rest a bit once I was done. She had not told me to undress. So I curled up in the cold, wet shorts and rested a bit…wondering what the rest of the day would be like.
stories at random
Two posts here as we gather a story from various computer files. Once all is collected, I will re-post in order.
CHAPTER THREE
After about an hour of relaxing and watching TV, Goddess announced it was time to go upstairs. She headed for the stairs while I turned off the TV and the lights and quickly ran up behind her. As I got to the top of the stairs, she called me into her room and told me I would be staying with her. There was a mat for me right beside Her bed and she sent me to my mat while She prepared for bed.
I knelt, hands behind my back, while Goddess slipped off her nightgown and then stood in front of the mirror and brushed her hair. I could not help but be excited by her naked body. She looked so beautiful. As She turned toward the bed and walked past me, She looked down at my erect penis and commented that I was certainly an eager little boy.
As She climbed onto Her bed, She said it was time to put my eagerness to good use because She had only had one orgasm and that was not enough. So She told me to come give Her another.
I quickly jumped up and started to get on the bed with Her. She stopped me just long enough to tell me that downstairs I had only been allowed to use my tongue but no hands. Now, I would be allowed to use my hands all I wanted, but no mouth. Only my fingers to bring Her to orgasm.
I was delighted as I began by caressing Her toes. Her ankles. All over Her body – avoiding the obvious places of Her breasts and genitals. I tried to alternate between firm caresses and gentle teases as I first tried to relax Her, then tried to arouse Her. And just the chance to caress Her legs, to slide my hands over Her stomach, to massage Her arms and fingers was enough to make my hard cock even more rigid and throbbing with every beat of my heart.
Once Goddess looked totally relaxed and as if She were beginning to really enjoy my touches, I slipped my hands to Her full breasts. I cupped them gently, not touching Her nipples, just caressing and lifting Her breasts. Softly massaging them with my fingers. Giving a firm caress followed by lightly grazing my fingertips over Her skin.
Finally, as a couple of moans escaped Her lips, I used one finger tip to trace around the edges of Her areola. A light circle around….once….twice. On one breast and then the other. Then back to the first side, this time slightly closer to Her nipples but still not touching….just tracing a circle on Her areola. One side. Then the other.
Goddess’ breath was coming faster as I circled each nipple a third time…never touching it, but getting so close. By the time I was ready to touch, both nipples were engorged and swollen and rigid. And eager.
A fingernail over the tip of one nipple caused Goddess to cry out just a bit as the desired sensation swept over Her tit. Again with the nail…back and forth…lightly scratching. Then pulling my hand away.
To the other side, just barely a touch to let Her know I was there…but rather than a teasing scratch, a sudden pinch and roll of that nipple caused Goddess to moan and encourage me to do more.
Both hands sliding up Her tummy, cupping Her tits, and then grasping both nipples, pinching firmly and stretching them. Goddess arched Her back as She lifted up and tried to follow my hands with Her tits.
But they slipped from my fingers as She relaxed back onto the bed. And then again, my hands on Her tummy….but instead of sliding up, they went down.
Directly to Her pussy lips…slipping down and taking one swollen lip in each hand and pulling. The first touch on Her pussy left Her spread and open and gasping. And I never gave Her another chance to recover. I worked Her lips, massaging and rolling them in my fingers. They were wet and swollen and slippery. My fingers worked up and down them, each time getting teasingly closer to Her clit.
I started to work my fingers deeper inside Her….playing with Her lips and then sliding into that soaking wet cunt. In and out…around…listening to Her moan and gasp with each change of movement.
And finally, as my fingers continued to stroke in and out of Her cunt, my thumb found Her clit. It was hard as a pebble and Her body trembled with the promise of an impending orgasm as I rolled it under my thumb.
Never moving away, relentlessly rolling that hard clit, I worked one finger deep inside Her. And then out. Followed by two fingers slipping into Her cunt. And then out. Her clit throbbing under my thumb as three fingers spread Her hole wider and pushed inside Her. And then out. And finally, all four fingers on that hand, pressing, stretching Her hole, feeling the tightness give way as I pushed deeper, all the while rolling Her clit back and forth quickly under the pressure of my thumb.
Goddess had Her head back, Her eyes closed, Her hands gripping the sheets as all four fingers on my hand sank all the way into Her wet, stretched opening. Her hips began thrusting up and down in rhythm with my thumb as She fucked my hand. The scent of Her arousal filled the room as Her wetness coated my hand, Her thighs, and the sheets beneath Her.
And when I knew She was right on the edge of Her orgasm, just one big thrust away, I took one wet finger on my other hand, and in one quick motion, I pressed, entered and plunged that finger all the way into Her ass.
She cried out as the first powerful wave of orgasm rolled over Her body. I stroked my fingers in and out of both of Her holes as She fucked my hands, while wave after wave of orgasm caused Her body to tremble and lift up off the bed. My thumb, relentlessly moving on Her clit, gradually slowed and then pressed firmly against it as She pushed up hard for one last burst of sensation.
As Goddess collapsed back onto the bed, I slowly slipped my fingers from Her holes and pulled my hands away, trying not to cause Her a moment of startle while Her body was so sensitive and on edge.
I knelt quietly on the bed while Goddess recovered. And in a few moments, She opened Her eyes and thanked me for a good first evening. Then She told me there was a blanket and pillow in the closet and I should grab those and curl up on my mat for the night.
As I walked across the room, She couldn’t help but notice that my cock was now even more rigid and sticking straight out from my body, the tip glistening with wetness from precum that had dribbled out due to my arousal. She commented that it looked like I had enjoyed playing with Her. I assured Her that it had been fabulous. She smiled as She told me that tomorrow, She would play with me. And that might be enjoyable, as well.
With that, She rolled over and went to sleep. I lay down beside Her bed, taking quite a while to fall asleep as I thought back over all the surprising events of the afternoon and evening. I also thought about my Mistress, hoping She was enjoying Her trip and feeling grateful that She always knew just what to do with me.
I also tossed and turned a lot just trying to go to sleep with a penis that would not relax.
CHAPTER THREE
After about an hour of relaxing and watching TV, Goddess announced it was time to go upstairs. She headed for the stairs while I turned off the TV and the lights and quickly ran up behind her. As I got to the top of the stairs, she called me into her room and told me I would be staying with her. There was a mat for me right beside Her bed and she sent me to my mat while She prepared for bed.
I knelt, hands behind my back, while Goddess slipped off her nightgown and then stood in front of the mirror and brushed her hair. I could not help but be excited by her naked body. She looked so beautiful. As She turned toward the bed and walked past me, She looked down at my erect penis and commented that I was certainly an eager little boy.
As She climbed onto Her bed, She said it was time to put my eagerness to good use because She had only had one orgasm and that was not enough. So She told me to come give Her another.
I quickly jumped up and started to get on the bed with Her. She stopped me just long enough to tell me that downstairs I had only been allowed to use my tongue but no hands. Now, I would be allowed to use my hands all I wanted, but no mouth. Only my fingers to bring Her to orgasm.
I was delighted as I began by caressing Her toes. Her ankles. All over Her body – avoiding the obvious places of Her breasts and genitals. I tried to alternate between firm caresses and gentle teases as I first tried to relax Her, then tried to arouse Her. And just the chance to caress Her legs, to slide my hands over Her stomach, to massage Her arms and fingers was enough to make my hard cock even more rigid and throbbing with every beat of my heart.
Once Goddess looked totally relaxed and as if She were beginning to really enjoy my touches, I slipped my hands to Her full breasts. I cupped them gently, not touching Her nipples, just caressing and lifting Her breasts. Softly massaging them with my fingers. Giving a firm caress followed by lightly grazing my fingertips over Her skin.
Finally, as a couple of moans escaped Her lips, I used one finger tip to trace around the edges of Her areola. A light circle around….once….twice. On one breast and then the other. Then back to the first side, this time slightly closer to Her nipples but still not touching….just tracing a circle on Her areola. One side. Then the other.
Goddess’ breath was coming faster as I circled each nipple a third time…never touching it, but getting so close. By the time I was ready to touch, both nipples were engorged and swollen and rigid. And eager.
A fingernail over the tip of one nipple caused Goddess to cry out just a bit as the desired sensation swept over Her tit. Again with the nail…back and forth…lightly scratching. Then pulling my hand away.
To the other side, just barely a touch to let Her know I was there…but rather than a teasing scratch, a sudden pinch and roll of that nipple caused Goddess to moan and encourage me to do more.
Both hands sliding up Her tummy, cupping Her tits, and then grasping both nipples, pinching firmly and stretching them. Goddess arched Her back as She lifted up and tried to follow my hands with Her tits.
But they slipped from my fingers as She relaxed back onto the bed. And then again, my hands on Her tummy….but instead of sliding up, they went down.
Directly to Her pussy lips…slipping down and taking one swollen lip in each hand and pulling. The first touch on Her pussy left Her spread and open and gasping. And I never gave Her another chance to recover. I worked Her lips, massaging and rolling them in my fingers. They were wet and swollen and slippery. My fingers worked up and down them, each time getting teasingly closer to Her clit.
I started to work my fingers deeper inside Her….playing with Her lips and then sliding into that soaking wet cunt. In and out…around…listening to Her moan and gasp with each change of movement.
And finally, as my fingers continued to stroke in and out of Her cunt, my thumb found Her clit. It was hard as a pebble and Her body trembled with the promise of an impending orgasm as I rolled it under my thumb.
Never moving away, relentlessly rolling that hard clit, I worked one finger deep inside Her. And then out. Followed by two fingers slipping into Her cunt. And then out. Her clit throbbing under my thumb as three fingers spread Her hole wider and pushed inside Her. And then out. And finally, all four fingers on that hand, pressing, stretching Her hole, feeling the tightness give way as I pushed deeper, all the while rolling Her clit back and forth quickly under the pressure of my thumb.
Goddess had Her head back, Her eyes closed, Her hands gripping the sheets as all four fingers on my hand sank all the way into Her wet, stretched opening. Her hips began thrusting up and down in rhythm with my thumb as She fucked my hand. The scent of Her arousal filled the room as Her wetness coated my hand, Her thighs, and the sheets beneath Her.
And when I knew She was right on the edge of Her orgasm, just one big thrust away, I took one wet finger on my other hand, and in one quick motion, I pressed, entered and plunged that finger all the way into Her ass.
She cried out as the first powerful wave of orgasm rolled over Her body. I stroked my fingers in and out of both of Her holes as She fucked my hands, while wave after wave of orgasm caused Her body to tremble and lift up off the bed. My thumb, relentlessly moving on Her clit, gradually slowed and then pressed firmly against it as She pushed up hard for one last burst of sensation.
As Goddess collapsed back onto the bed, I slowly slipped my fingers from Her holes and pulled my hands away, trying not to cause Her a moment of startle while Her body was so sensitive and on edge.
I knelt quietly on the bed while Goddess recovered. And in a few moments, She opened Her eyes and thanked me for a good first evening. Then She told me there was a blanket and pillow in the closet and I should grab those and curl up on my mat for the night.
As I walked across the room, She couldn’t help but notice that my cock was now even more rigid and sticking straight out from my body, the tip glistening with wetness from precum that had dribbled out due to my arousal. She commented that it looked like I had enjoyed playing with Her. I assured Her that it had been fabulous. She smiled as She told me that tomorrow, She would play with me. And that might be enjoyable, as well.
With that, She rolled over and went to sleep. I lay down beside Her bed, taking quite a while to fall asleep as I thought back over all the surprising events of the afternoon and evening. I also thought about my Mistress, hoping She was enjoying Her trip and feeling grateful that She always knew just what to do with me.
I also tossed and turned a lot just trying to go to sleep with a penis that would not relax.
Almost Ultimate Service
Little slut whore gets a pat on the head for this one ... he worked a text miracle.
He gets one or two things from his 'like to' list.
He gets one or two things from his 'like to' list.
Friday, November 14, 2008
More time, but well worth the wait!
For such a long time, I have been reading other blogs, it will take me a while to catch with this one.
Any thoughts of having him serve another.
Now this would work - Diet Plan
Another offering for us to enjoy.
she is going to try to merge dieting with denial. It's going to go like this. She sets the goal of how much I have to lose before I MAY be granted release. 2 LBS, 5, LBS, 10 or whatever she decides. And very simply, I don't even have a chance to cum till I hit it. She will want to cum more and more because she knows that lights my fire. And the more she wants sex, the more I'll want sex and the harder I'll diet, exercise and stay working to reach her target. My only question is how do I jog with a hard on?
and seven days later....
Yesterday, I was permitted one of the best fucks of my life. I probably lost another lb then. When I showed her the scale and had a puppy dog look on my face, my tail wagging and me whimpering she smiled and led me to the bedroom and told me I earned my reward as she presented her pussy to my face as she moved me to my knees. As I suckled and loved her until she came I was not sure I would get what I had been working for now or not. Would she let me climb on after she was satisfied? Too many times she loves to say, "I am finished, no pussy for you."
But not this, time. She pulled me up and told me, "Fuck me now"
And I did!
So today starts the next 2 lbs. Now I have to find out what she meant when she said, "That was too easy for you."
she is going to try to merge dieting with denial. It's going to go like this. She sets the goal of how much I have to lose before I MAY be granted release. 2 LBS, 5, LBS, 10 or whatever she decides. And very simply, I don't even have a chance to cum till I hit it. She will want to cum more and more because she knows that lights my fire. And the more she wants sex, the more I'll want sex and the harder I'll diet, exercise and stay working to reach her target. My only question is how do I jog with a hard on?
and seven days later....
Yesterday, I was permitted one of the best fucks of my life. I probably lost another lb then. When I showed her the scale and had a puppy dog look on my face, my tail wagging and me whimpering she smiled and led me to the bedroom and told me I earned my reward as she presented her pussy to my face as she moved me to my knees. As I suckled and loved her until she came I was not sure I would get what I had been working for now or not. Would she let me climb on after she was satisfied? Too many times she loves to say, "I am finished, no pussy for you."
But not this, time. She pulled me up and told me, "Fuck me now"
And I did!
So today starts the next 2 lbs. Now I have to find out what she meant when she said, "That was too easy for you."
Short Story From My slut
I was invited to bed with her a little later. She enjoyed many orgasms from her vibrator, my mouth and my cock. She had decided that my cock had been allowed enough pleasure from her, however, and made me stop. I whimpered a bit as I knelt on the bed and she masturbated. She asked how long it had been since my last orgasm and I informed her it had been two weeks. She allowed me to masturbate on the floor while kneeling next to her bed. She continued to use the vibe on herself and cum again and again while I edged myself. Finally she told me that I’d touched myself enough and made me stop while she continued to masturbate. She pulled the sheets back so I could see her and asked if I wanted to lick her some more. I told her that I did. She teased me and asked me if I loved licking her pussy and I told her I did and that I wanted to do it all the time. She turned off the vibe and put it on my pillow and pulled my head between her legs.
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No way would I allow this now.
Eventually she’d had enough and dismissed me to get her water. I quickly dressed, being careful not to have an orgasm form the friction of my shorts, and went to get her20things. I brought them back and knelt beside the bed offering the water and pill to her. She took them and reminded me that I was not allowed to touch myself. She then laughed at me and the tent in my shorts and dismissed me from the room.
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No way would I allow this now.
Eventually she’d had enough and dismissed me to get her water. I quickly dressed, being careful not to have an orgasm form the friction of my shorts, and went to get her20things. I brought them back and knelt beside the bed offering the water and pill to her. She took them and reminded me that I was not allowed to touch myself. She then laughed at me and the tent in my shorts and dismissed me from the room.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Old Stuff, for New Blog
there was a period of 2-5 monthish when we did not speak. he killed two years of blog, some of it wasn't his to delete ... bitch.
Note from last May, 08
You are a good little boy ...but ...are you Mistress's nasty boy ??
oh god...thank you for the compliment...and yes Ma'am, i do want to be Mistress' nasty boy! i love being that!!!
oh god...thank you for the compliment...and yes Ma'am, i do want to be Mistress' nasty boy! i love being that!!!
Subbie slut , Insight
I have some foot fetish interests...not aroused by feet, in fact find most feet not terribly attractive. But when I see pretty feet and toes, I am very attracted. And I love to kiss them, massage them, hump them, suck them. Would enjoy being teased with them.
I know I have a huge love of extreme tease and orgasm control/denial. Being left horny for days and days is very exciting.
Love some pee play. Watching. Doing it in embarrassing ways/places. It is part of feeling exposed....doing what we normally do in private but in a more public way.
Love making out.
Love giving and receiving oral worship. No limits....toes, assholes, underarms, whatever.
Erotic humiliation....which can obviously be achieved in many ways....exhibitionism, feminization, some forms of pee play, clothing selections, sexual play but in demeaning ways such as fucking a melon rather than a person, using that produce, saying things publicly with double meanings, etc.
Being the younger person seduced by the older, wiser, more sexually talented woman.
Being teased and embarrassed about my abilities as a lover......not quite big enough, not quite hard enough, not holding out long enough, etc.
I talked about sexual play in demeaning ways...and mentioned fucking things other than people. But also masturbating in odd ways/places/etc. Being made to cum in my pants and still wear them. Being made to masturbate using ben gay. Masturbating repeatedly till I have dry, painful orgasms.
Being made to eat my own cum. ewwww
Being milked. The whole thing seems so humiliating...the loss of control...losing my load without any o the good feelings of an orgasm...and then being drained empty but still so horny to avoid any premature ejaculations during further play.
Being used as a sex object....partner sitting on my cock but not really stroking, rather doing her nails, talking on the phone, reading a book, etc.
Taking care of partners needs....bathing them, ironing their clothes, hand washing lingerie.
Being made to be more exposed when having bowel movements.
Being made to lick partner after she pees rather than her wiping.
Silly demeaning things...standing in the corner naked, writing lines for punishment, spanking and being spanked.
I enjoy looking at erotica...and being required to look at it...even erotica that would be humiliating..such as very well endowed men. I've been made, on occasion, to seek out very specific photos (large men, men sucking men, men serving women, etc, etc) and then send those to the Domme. She knew I would have to look at many humiliating and arousing photos to get the ones she wanted.
Having all my pee and poop controlled....a schedule...only allowed to go at certain times.....otherwise must hold it. Or, I suppose, if I absolutely could not hold it, being given a most distasteful option if I just must go off my schedule. Just the idea of giving up control, as you can imagine! LOL
i've mentioned being used as an object, a sex toy. But also there is the idea of Your cock being used just as a tool. Not just for sexual activity, but as a stir stick, to dip in and test the temperature of things, to hold up items, etc. etc.
Another....being required to sit on the toilet to pee, no longer allowed to stand up and do that like an alpha male.
Having a piece of string or yarn or something tied to either the base of Your cock, right behind the head, or around Your balls, and then threaded up so the end dangles over the waist of my jeans. That way, if someone noticed and said 'hey you got a little string there' and tried to pick it off, if would pull Your cock or balls and not come loose. Or they would wonder why i said...'oh thanks'...but didn't try to remove it.
i like the idea of being monitored and inspected
I know I have a huge love of extreme tease and orgasm control/denial. Being left horny for days and days is very exciting.
Love some pee play. Watching. Doing it in embarrassing ways/places. It is part of feeling exposed....doing what we normally do in private but in a more public way.
Love making out.
Love giving and receiving oral worship. No limits....toes, assholes, underarms, whatever.
Erotic humiliation....which can obviously be achieved in many ways....exhibitionism, feminization, some forms of pee play, clothing selections, sexual play but in demeaning ways such as fucking a melon rather than a person, using that produce, saying things publicly with double meanings, etc.
Being the younger person seduced by the older, wiser, more sexually talented woman.
Being teased and embarrassed about my abilities as a lover......not quite big enough, not quite hard enough, not holding out long enough, etc.
I talked about sexual play in demeaning ways...and mentioned fucking things other than people. But also masturbating in odd ways/places/etc. Being made to cum in my pants and still wear them. Being made to masturbate using ben gay. Masturbating repeatedly till I have dry, painful orgasms.
Being made to eat my own cum. ewwww
Being milked. The whole thing seems so humiliating...the loss of control...losing my load without any o the good feelings of an orgasm...and then being drained empty but still so horny to avoid any premature ejaculations during further play.
Being used as a sex object....partner sitting on my cock but not really stroking, rather doing her nails, talking on the phone, reading a book, etc.
Taking care of partners needs....bathing them, ironing their clothes, hand washing lingerie.
Being made to be more exposed when having bowel movements.
Being made to lick partner after she pees rather than her wiping.
Silly demeaning things...standing in the corner naked, writing lines for punishment, spanking and being spanked.
I enjoy looking at erotica...and being required to look at it...even erotica that would be humiliating..such as very well endowed men. I've been made, on occasion, to seek out very specific photos (large men, men sucking men, men serving women, etc, etc) and then send those to the Domme. She knew I would have to look at many humiliating and arousing photos to get the ones she wanted.
Having all my pee and poop controlled....a schedule...only allowed to go at certain times.....otherwise must hold it. Or, I suppose, if I absolutely could not hold it, being given a most distasteful option if I just must go off my schedule. Just the idea of giving up control, as you can imagine! LOL
i've mentioned being used as an object, a sex toy. But also there is the idea of Your cock being used just as a tool. Not just for sexual activity, but as a stir stick, to dip in and test the temperature of things, to hold up items, etc. etc.
Another....being required to sit on the toilet to pee, no longer allowed to stand up and do that like an alpha male.
Having a piece of string or yarn or something tied to either the base of Your cock, right behind the head, or around Your balls, and then threaded up so the end dangles over the waist of my jeans. That way, if someone noticed and said 'hey you got a little string there' and tried to pick it off, if would pull Your cock or balls and not come loose. Or they would wonder why i said...'oh thanks'...but didn't try to remove it.
i like the idea of being monitored and inspected
The Public Blog Thurs Nov 13
He was asked how he felt getting out of 'blogger closet'...his reply
You mean to I mind if you make our blog public? No Ma'am. It will be embarrassing, to say the least...if others discover it. And yet, you've so often talked about wanting opportunities to share me, to show me off, to let others get a good giggle at your little slut. So as humiliating as that sounds, I know it is also pleasing to you. And yes, arousing to me.
You mean to I mind if you make our blog public? No Ma'am. It will be embarrassing, to say the least...if others discover it. And yet, you've so often talked about wanting opportunities to share me, to show me off, to let others get a good giggle at your little slut. So as humiliating as that sounds, I know it is also pleasing to you. And yes, arousing to me.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Third Time The Charm
This is my third blog. The first was a masterpiece of work, sadly, two years were erased with one click of a finger. The second was deleted as I got tired of having to keep our blog private.
Now, here we have, our third.
Mistress
Now, here we have, our third.
Mistress
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