Thursday, November 13, 2008

Old Stuff, for New Blog

there was a period of 2-5 monthish when we did not speak. he killed two years of blog, some of it wasn't his to delete ... bitch.

Note from last May, 08

You are a good little boy ...but ...are you Mistress's nasty boy ??


oh god...thank you for the compliment...and yes Ma'am, i do want to be Mistress' nasty boy! i love being that!!!

Subbie slut , Insight

I have some foot fetish interests...not aroused by feet, in fact find most feet not terribly attractive. But when I see pretty feet and toes, I am very attracted. And I love to kiss them, massage them, hump them, suck them. Would enjoy being teased with them.

I know I have a huge love of extreme tease and orgasm control/denial. Being left horny for days and days is very exciting.

Love some pee play. Watching. Doing it in embarrassing ways/places. It is part of feeling exposed....doing what we normally do in private but in a more public way.

Love making out.

Love giving and receiving oral worship. No limits....toes, assholes, underarms, whatever.

Erotic humiliation....which can obviously be achieved in many ways....exhibitionism, feminization, some forms of pee play, clothing selections, sexual play but in demeaning ways such as fucking a melon rather than a person, using that produce, saying things publicly with double meanings, etc.

Being the younger person seduced by the older, wiser, more sexually talented woman.

Being teased and embarrassed about my abilities as a lover......not quite big enough, not quite hard enough, not holding out long enough, etc.

I talked about sexual play in demeaning ways...and mentioned fucking things other than people. But also masturbating in odd ways/places/etc. Being made to cum in my pants and still wear them. Being made to masturbate using ben gay. Masturbating repeatedly till I have dry, painful orgasms.

Being made to eat my own cum. ewwww

Being milked. The whole thing seems so humiliating...the loss of control...losing my load without any o the good feelings of an orgasm...and then being drained empty but still so horny to avoid any premature ejaculations during further play.

Being used as a sex object....partner sitting on my cock but not really stroking, rather doing her nails, talking on the phone, reading a book, etc.

Taking care of partners needs....bathing them, ironing their clothes, hand washing lingerie.

Being made to be more exposed when having bowel movements.

Being made to lick partner after she pees rather than her wiping.

Silly demeaning things...standing in the corner naked, writing lines for punishment, spanking and being spanked.

I enjoy looking at erotica...and being required to look at it...even erotica that would be humiliating..such as very well endowed men. I've been made, on occasion, to seek out very specific photos (large men, men sucking men, men serving women, etc, etc) and then send those to the Domme. She knew I would have to look at many humiliating and arousing photos to get the ones she wanted.

Having all my pee and poop controlled....a schedule...only allowed to go at certain times.....otherwise must hold it. Or, I suppose, if I absolutely could not hold it, being given a most distasteful option if I just must go off my schedule. Just the idea of giving up control, as you can imagine! LOL

i've mentioned being used as an object, a sex toy. But also there is the idea of Your cock being used just as a tool. Not just for sexual activity, but as a stir stick, to dip in and test the temperature of things, to hold up items, etc. etc.

Another....being required to sit on the toilet to pee, no longer allowed to stand up and do that like an alpha male.

Having a piece of string or yarn or something tied to either the base of Your cock, right behind the head, or around Your balls, and then threaded up so the end dangles over the waist of my jeans. That way, if someone noticed and said 'hey you got a little string there' and tried to pick it off, if would pull Your cock or balls and not come loose. Or they would wonder why i said...'oh thanks'...but didn't try to remove it.

i like the idea of being monitored and inspected

The Public Blog Thurs Nov 13

He was asked how he felt getting out of 'blogger closet'...his reply

You mean to I mind if you make our blog public? No Ma'am. It will be embarrassing, to say the least...if others discover it. And yet, you've so often talked about wanting opportunities to share me, to show me off, to let others get a good giggle at your little slut. So as humiliating as that sounds, I know it is also pleasing to you. And yes, arousing to me.