Showing posts with label exhibitionism. Show all posts
Showing posts with label exhibitionism. Show all posts
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
An Introduction
Greetings. As you already know, I am Her Toy. I am Her submissive. And I love to serve and please Her in our online relationship.
If you want to begin to learn more about me, you can read this post. I wrote this for my Mistress and She has chosen to share it with the world. You can also learn more about what I like by viewing some of the photos and cartoons I've passed along to my Mistress and by reading some of the things I've found on other blogs that excited me.
It is my joy to serve and I do love erotic humiliation, tease and denial, and other such fun things.
And Mistress is more than happy to share me with others. So if you would like to play, please leave a comment here so Mistress can get in touch with you.
Thank you.
If you want to begin to learn more about me, you can read this post. I wrote this for my Mistress and She has chosen to share it with the world.
It is my joy to serve and I do love erotic humiliation, tease and denial, and other such fun things.
And Mistress is more than happy to share me with others. So if you would like to play, please leave a comment here so Mistress can get in touch with you.
Thank you.
Monday, November 17, 2008
stories at random 2
More gatherings from the archive...
CHAPTER SIX
Very shortly Goddess came into the room. I was still swollen and aching from my lunchtime experience and my cock grew even stiffer as She came right in the room and stripped off all Her clothing. She moved right onto the bed and told me to stand up and sit beside Her. She then told me that She had gotten aroused while watching me struggle over lunch…and a Goddess should never be left feeling needy. So She handed me another vibrator and told me that with my new appreciation for these little toys, I should be able to help Her cum using only the vibe.
She lay back on the bed and closed Her eyes. I turned the vibe on low and She immediately spread Her legs so that I could play. But I surprised Her by avoiding Her groin area and very lightly sliding the tip along Her exposed sides…brushing against the outer swell of Her breasts and trailing the vibe up to Her underarm and down along Her side. It was a very light touch…just letting the sensations start to travel through Her body.
I used the vibe on Her sides, lightly over Her tummy, and up between Her breasts. I slid it all around Her breasts, watching as She relaxed and then fall into that steady breathing rhythm that indicated She was settling in to a slow arousal. By then I was bringing the tip closer and closer to Her nipples…watching them swell without ever being touched. But I knew the vibrations were traveling throughout Her body.
When I finally slid the vibe back and forth over Her nipples, Goddess moaned and lifted Her chest a bit for more sensation. I pressed back with the vibe, rolling Her nipples firmly under the tip. As She squirmed, I let the vibe travel down and trail along Her thighs. Her legs were even further apart and it was obvious just how wet She already was.
I traced the outer edges of Her pussy lips, watching them become more engorged and wet. As She started to thrust against the vibe, I also started to tease around Her clit…touching with the vibe and then moving away. Touching. And away. Sending short bursts of sensation through Her clit and then teasing by giving Her no sensation at all.
Finally, I slipped the tip between Her lips and penetrated Her opening. She was so wet that the entire vibe slipped in easily. And the moment it sunk as far as it would go, I turned it on high. The sudden change in intensity brought a cry from Goddess as I stroked in and out with the vibe. And each time I pulled the vibe out, I stroked it up and across Her clit before plunging back deep inside Her cunt.
The vibrating strokes across Her clit and the deep plunges inside Her cunt helped Goddess have a very nice orgasm to relieve Her frustrations. As the waves of orgasm ended, I withdrew the vibe and turned it off.
Goddess opened Her eyes just long enough to point at the vibe and tell me to lick it clean. I did so gladly, enjoying the taste of Her arousal and Her orgasm all over the vibe. After several minutes of licking it, Goddess had also noticed that I was still dribbling lots of precum – just like at lunch. And now there were several large drops on the sheets. She told me to lick those clean, as well. I leaned down to do so…and found many of them were already cooling and becoming more thick and sticky. I really had to lick the sheets hard to clean my mess away.
When all that was done, Goddess told me our activities had left Her tired and She wanted a little nap. But while She was napping, I would still be busy for Her. She told me that during naptime, I was to go and wash Her car on the driveway. She said I would find the supplies in the garage, along with my outfit for the chore.
As She rolled over for Her nap, I slipped from the bed and headed toward the garage for my next task. Thankfully, there was a door leading directly from the laundry room into the garage so I could get there and put on my outfit without having to go outdoors. But once I saw my outfit, I didn’t feel quite so good.
Goddess had chosen a pair of very short gym shorts for me to wear. They were so short and tight that it was almost like wearing hot pants. They were also old and worn pretty thin. And they were white. As soon as they get a bit of water splashed on them, they would be see-through. I put them on and vowed to go slowly and be very careful with the water. The shorts alone were embarrassing enough. I didn’t need to get them wet.
I gathered the rest of the supplies and opened the garage door and headed out onto the driveway. The hose was connected nearby and already in place. I turned on the hose to wet down the car and fill the bucket with water. And then I knew that Goddess had planned very carefully for this moment. Knowing that I would be as careful as possible about getting wet, Goddess had a sprayer on the hose that sprayed everywhere but straight! In less than thirty seconds I was soaked. And looking down, I knew my worst fears had been right. My cock and dark pubic hair were definitely visible through the wet shorts.
I groaned and cursed under my breath as I started to wash the car. I wanted to do a good job, but I also wanted to finish as quickly as possible. The neighborhood was pretty busy with cars driving by, people walking their dogs, neighbors mowing their lawns, and more. Before I even got the car completely rinsed and ready to wash, I knew several people were watching. But I tried to hurry. And Goddess had done all in Her power to make it impossible for me to go quickly. The bucket She had provided had a leak and I had to stop and refill it frequently. The sponge was not a large sponge, but a small sponge like the kind used to wash dishes. So it took a long time to wash any part of the car. It seemed as if the soap had been watered down because the suds disappeared so quickly that I had to keep stopping to add more soap. And the hose continued to spray in every direction.
It was humiliating to have people walk by on the sidewalk and call out “hello”. I had to stop and acknowledge them, but that meant turning to face them and showing off the sheer shorts. And I noticed that the number of people working outdoors – or just sitting outside and chatting – seemed to increase while I worked. And the more embarrassed I became and the colder I was from the water….the more shrinkage I had. My cock kept wrinkling up smaller and smaller. But the shorts were so tight it was still possible to see it. And the only thing worse than being exposed to strangers like that was being exposed and having them laugh at how tiny I was!
Eventually the car was clean and I hurried back into the garage to put things away. Once that was all done, I headed back upstairs. Goddess had told me that I could curl up on my mat near the bed and rest a bit once I was done. She had not told me to undress. So I curled up in the cold, wet shorts and rested a bit…wondering what the rest of the day would be like.
CHAPTER SIX
Very shortly Goddess came into the room. I was still swollen and aching from my lunchtime experience and my cock grew even stiffer as She came right in the room and stripped off all Her clothing. She moved right onto the bed and told me to stand up and sit beside Her. She then told me that She had gotten aroused while watching me struggle over lunch…and a Goddess should never be left feeling needy. So She handed me another vibrator and told me that with my new appreciation for these little toys, I should be able to help Her cum using only the vibe.
She lay back on the bed and closed Her eyes. I turned the vibe on low and She immediately spread Her legs so that I could play. But I surprised Her by avoiding Her groin area and very lightly sliding the tip along Her exposed sides…brushing against the outer swell of Her breasts and trailing the vibe up to Her underarm and down along Her side. It was a very light touch…just letting the sensations start to travel through Her body.
I used the vibe on Her sides, lightly over Her tummy, and up between Her breasts. I slid it all around Her breasts, watching as She relaxed and then fall into that steady breathing rhythm that indicated She was settling in to a slow arousal. By then I was bringing the tip closer and closer to Her nipples…watching them swell without ever being touched. But I knew the vibrations were traveling throughout Her body.
When I finally slid the vibe back and forth over Her nipples, Goddess moaned and lifted Her chest a bit for more sensation. I pressed back with the vibe, rolling Her nipples firmly under the tip. As She squirmed, I let the vibe travel down and trail along Her thighs. Her legs were even further apart and it was obvious just how wet She already was.
I traced the outer edges of Her pussy lips, watching them become more engorged and wet. As She started to thrust against the vibe, I also started to tease around Her clit…touching with the vibe and then moving away. Touching. And away. Sending short bursts of sensation through Her clit and then teasing by giving Her no sensation at all.
Finally, I slipped the tip between Her lips and penetrated Her opening. She was so wet that the entire vibe slipped in easily. And the moment it sunk as far as it would go, I turned it on high. The sudden change in intensity brought a cry from Goddess as I stroked in and out with the vibe. And each time I pulled the vibe out, I stroked it up and across Her clit before plunging back deep inside Her cunt.
The vibrating strokes across Her clit and the deep plunges inside Her cunt helped Goddess have a very nice orgasm to relieve Her frustrations. As the waves of orgasm ended, I withdrew the vibe and turned it off.
Goddess opened Her eyes just long enough to point at the vibe and tell me to lick it clean. I did so gladly, enjoying the taste of Her arousal and Her orgasm all over the vibe. After several minutes of licking it, Goddess had also noticed that I was still dribbling lots of precum – just like at lunch. And now there were several large drops on the sheets. She told me to lick those clean, as well. I leaned down to do so…and found many of them were already cooling and becoming more thick and sticky. I really had to lick the sheets hard to clean my mess away.
When all that was done, Goddess told me our activities had left Her tired and She wanted a little nap. But while She was napping, I would still be busy for Her. She told me that during naptime, I was to go and wash Her car on the driveway. She said I would find the supplies in the garage, along with my outfit for the chore.
As She rolled over for Her nap, I slipped from the bed and headed toward the garage for my next task. Thankfully, there was a door leading directly from the laundry room into the garage so I could get there and put on my outfit without having to go outdoors. But once I saw my outfit, I didn’t feel quite so good.
Goddess had chosen a pair of very short gym shorts for me to wear. They were so short and tight that it was almost like wearing hot pants. They were also old and worn pretty thin. And they were white. As soon as they get a bit of water splashed on them, they would be see-through. I put them on and vowed to go slowly and be very careful with the water. The shorts alone were embarrassing enough. I didn’t need to get them wet.
I gathered the rest of the supplies and opened the garage door and headed out onto the driveway. The hose was connected nearby and already in place. I turned on the hose to wet down the car and fill the bucket with water. And then I knew that Goddess had planned very carefully for this moment. Knowing that I would be as careful as possible about getting wet, Goddess had a sprayer on the hose that sprayed everywhere but straight! In less than thirty seconds I was soaked. And looking down, I knew my worst fears had been right. My cock and dark pubic hair were definitely visible through the wet shorts.
I groaned and cursed under my breath as I started to wash the car. I wanted to do a good job, but I also wanted to finish as quickly as possible. The neighborhood was pretty busy with cars driving by, people walking their dogs, neighbors mowing their lawns, and more. Before I even got the car completely rinsed and ready to wash, I knew several people were watching. But I tried to hurry. And Goddess had done all in Her power to make it impossible for me to go quickly. The bucket She had provided had a leak and I had to stop and refill it frequently. The sponge was not a large sponge, but a small sponge like the kind used to wash dishes. So it took a long time to wash any part of the car. It seemed as if the soap had been watered down because the suds disappeared so quickly that I had to keep stopping to add more soap. And the hose continued to spray in every direction.
It was humiliating to have people walk by on the sidewalk and call out “hello”. I had to stop and acknowledge them, but that meant turning to face them and showing off the sheer shorts. And I noticed that the number of people working outdoors – or just sitting outside and chatting – seemed to increase while I worked. And the more embarrassed I became and the colder I was from the water….the more shrinkage I had. My cock kept wrinkling up smaller and smaller. But the shorts were so tight it was still possible to see it. And the only thing worse than being exposed to strangers like that was being exposed and having them laugh at how tiny I was!
Eventually the car was clean and I hurried back into the garage to put things away. Once that was all done, I headed back upstairs. Goddess had told me that I could curl up on my mat near the bed and rest a bit once I was done. She had not told me to undress. So I curled up in the cold, wet shorts and rested a bit…wondering what the rest of the day would be like.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Subbie slut , Insight
I have some foot fetish interests...not aroused by feet, in fact find most feet not terribly attractive. But when I see pretty feet and toes, I am very attracted. And I love to kiss them, massage them, hump them, suck them. Would enjoy being teased with them.
I know I have a huge love of extreme tease and orgasm control/denial. Being left horny for days and days is very exciting.
Love some pee play. Watching. Doing it in embarrassing ways/places. It is part of feeling exposed....doing what we normally do in private but in a more public way.
Love making out.
Love giving and receiving oral worship. No limits....toes, assholes, underarms, whatever.
Erotic humiliation....which can obviously be achieved in many ways....exhibitionism, feminization, some forms of pee play, clothing selections, sexual play but in demeaning ways such as fucking a melon rather than a person, using that produce, saying things publicly with double meanings, etc.
Being the younger person seduced by the older, wiser, more sexually talented woman.
Being teased and embarrassed about my abilities as a lover......not quite big enough, not quite hard enough, not holding out long enough, etc.
I talked about sexual play in demeaning ways...and mentioned fucking things other than people. But also masturbating in odd ways/places/etc. Being made to cum in my pants and still wear them. Being made to masturbate using ben gay. Masturbating repeatedly till I have dry, painful orgasms.
Being made to eat my own cum. ewwww
Being milked. The whole thing seems so humiliating...the loss of control...losing my load without any o the good feelings of an orgasm...and then being drained empty but still so horny to avoid any premature ejaculations during further play.
Being used as a sex object....partner sitting on my cock but not really stroking, rather doing her nails, talking on the phone, reading a book, etc.
Taking care of partners needs....bathing them, ironing their clothes, hand washing lingerie.
Being made to be more exposed when having bowel movements.
Being made to lick partner after she pees rather than her wiping.
Silly demeaning things...standing in the corner naked, writing lines for punishment, spanking and being spanked.
I enjoy looking at erotica...and being required to look at it...even erotica that would be humiliating..such as very well endowed men. I've been made, on occasion, to seek out very specific photos (large men, men sucking men, men serving women, etc, etc) and then send those to the Domme. She knew I would have to look at many humiliating and arousing photos to get the ones she wanted.
Having all my pee and poop controlled....a schedule...only allowed to go at certain times.....otherwise must hold it. Or, I suppose, if I absolutely could not hold it, being given a most distasteful option if I just must go off my schedule. Just the idea of giving up control, as you can imagine! LOL
i've mentioned being used as an object, a sex toy. But also there is the idea of Your cock being used just as a tool. Not just for sexual activity, but as a stir stick, to dip in and test the temperature of things, to hold up items, etc. etc.
Another....being required to sit on the toilet to pee, no longer allowed to stand up and do that like an alpha male.
Having a piece of string or yarn or something tied to either the base of Your cock, right behind the head, or around Your balls, and then threaded up so the end dangles over the waist of my jeans. That way, if someone noticed and said 'hey you got a little string there' and tried to pick it off, if would pull Your cock or balls and not come loose. Or they would wonder why i said...'oh thanks'...but didn't try to remove it.
i like the idea of being monitored and inspected
I know I have a huge love of extreme tease and orgasm control/denial. Being left horny for days and days is very exciting.
Love some pee play. Watching. Doing it in embarrassing ways/places. It is part of feeling exposed....doing what we normally do in private but in a more public way.
Love making out.
Love giving and receiving oral worship. No limits....toes, assholes, underarms, whatever.
Erotic humiliation....which can obviously be achieved in many ways....exhibitionism, feminization, some forms of pee play, clothing selections, sexual play but in demeaning ways such as fucking a melon rather than a person, using that produce, saying things publicly with double meanings, etc.
Being the younger person seduced by the older, wiser, more sexually talented woman.
Being teased and embarrassed about my abilities as a lover......not quite big enough, not quite hard enough, not holding out long enough, etc.
I talked about sexual play in demeaning ways...and mentioned fucking things other than people. But also masturbating in odd ways/places/etc. Being made to cum in my pants and still wear them. Being made to masturbate using ben gay. Masturbating repeatedly till I have dry, painful orgasms.
Being made to eat my own cum. ewwww
Being milked. The whole thing seems so humiliating...the loss of control...losing my load without any o the good feelings of an orgasm...and then being drained empty but still so horny to avoid any premature ejaculations during further play.
Being used as a sex object....partner sitting on my cock but not really stroking, rather doing her nails, talking on the phone, reading a book, etc.
Taking care of partners needs....bathing them, ironing their clothes, hand washing lingerie.
Being made to be more exposed when having bowel movements.
Being made to lick partner after she pees rather than her wiping.
Silly demeaning things...standing in the corner naked, writing lines for punishment, spanking and being spanked.
I enjoy looking at erotica...and being required to look at it...even erotica that would be humiliating..such as very well endowed men. I've been made, on occasion, to seek out very specific photos (large men, men sucking men, men serving women, etc, etc) and then send those to the Domme. She knew I would have to look at many humiliating and arousing photos to get the ones she wanted.
Having all my pee and poop controlled....a schedule...only allowed to go at certain times.....otherwise must hold it. Or, I suppose, if I absolutely could not hold it, being given a most distasteful option if I just must go off my schedule. Just the idea of giving up control, as you can imagine! LOL
i've mentioned being used as an object, a sex toy. But also there is the idea of Your cock being used just as a tool. Not just for sexual activity, but as a stir stick, to dip in and test the temperature of things, to hold up items, etc. etc.
Another....being required to sit on the toilet to pee, no longer allowed to stand up and do that like an alpha male.
Having a piece of string or yarn or something tied to either the base of Your cock, right behind the head, or around Your balls, and then threaded up so the end dangles over the waist of my jeans. That way, if someone noticed and said 'hey you got a little string there' and tried to pick it off, if would pull Your cock or balls and not come loose. Or they would wonder why i said...'oh thanks'...but didn't try to remove it.
i like the idea of being monitored and inspected
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